May 2013
11 posts
The soft side. The sweet side.
I am a lot sweeter than him. I am so much softer than him. I am a lot different from him. I have more subtle background. I was raised as the only and have been for 19 years. But I am not to where I cannot handle myself. I work for what I want and have worked for what I have. I have never had a reputation for being anything other than the big hear-ted blonde. I am a lot more sensitive than Alex. He...
That silent car ride when your mom had to pick you...
lolzpicx:
“She’s planning something, I know it!”
It must have been hell on an angel.
Hello Summer time.(:
Welp my second semester did not go so well…at all. I almost failed a lot of my classes. The reason you ask?
Reason # 1
-I focused more on everyone else and their problems and school. Meaning I was too busy trying to take care of everyone else besides myself. Which is not surprising if you know me really well. You already know that I love to help people amd make sure...
I have a man willing to do math for me when he hates math with a passion. I have a man who wakes up at 6am to wish me good luck on finals, eve though he could have slept in. You think you have it made? You haven’t been with the man I am with. He goes above and beyond for me.
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April 2013
72 posts
Get me out of here
Ugh that is just disgusting. I want to puke. This is exactly why I can’t wait for him to come home from boot camp so we can figure our shit out and we can leave. I don’t want him to go back to MSU to be completley honest. I don’t care if he finds it selfish. I want us to pack up and leave. Even if it is like 20 minutes away. I just want him to come home and say “Baby lets...
I literally want to feel absolutley nothing right now.
Whenever we're alone
Only 3 more days till I see you in Alabama. Then 2 more weeks till you are home. Words can’t describe how excited I am. Seriously. I just can’t wait to be back in your arms again.
Military Love
So I am listening to this guy in the hall talking about the GI Bill, and he is missing finals because he is being deployed. Which is rather exciting for him. But that is not why I am writing this. Last night we had a conversation about heart beats. When I was a baby I would literally fall asleep on my moma or papa’s chest to the sound of their hearts beating. It is something about the sound...
Mood Swings
-Causes severe regret and discomfort
-May cause some form of depression
-Causes tears
-Random fits of laughter
-Screaming, punching, crying, smiling
-May even cause a non emotional after affect
I do not suffer from depression or Bi-Polar disorder, for I believe both of those are all a mental thought used by the human brain. I believe that those are only a piece of imagination...
There are a lot of things
There are seriously a lot of things that bother me. Right now at least. Like honestly. This is really annoying. I am not going on a rant about it but rather I am going to make this into a positive situation. Right now I am sitting in my room. Nice and calm (now) I have settled in for the night. I have clocked out and left reality alone for a little while and left. I have gone into my happy place....
Honestly
If I could express to you how much you have hurt my feelings in the past couple of weeks you would be amazed. If I could tell you how much it hurt to feel like you havr been ignorning me. Or even that you don’t even remotley care anymore. If you knew how much I wondered every night how long do I have to stay up to actually get a good night.. And then not even get one. How do I sit here and...
